Tuesday, March 05, 2019
Oh God, it`s been a while, I forget how to start to write .\
So, what about me, my life, my dreams and me as a mom?
Things start to get better after Riri`s first birthday, we are having an amazing relationship & I started to accept myself as a mother.
She is an adorable girl & I am falling in Love with her more and more every day.
but, yes still there is a but, I choose my blog to post about this
Am I happy ??
I don`t know
I miss so many things that make me happy
I am missing myself,
I love my baby sooooooo much
can u sense it? I am not mentioning J At all
this makes me upset
still depressed, kind of, I feel much better but I am still sneaking out of bed at night, going to the other room and cry.
not on a daily bases but it happens.
one more thing is upsetting me, that after all these years I am shocked by some friends attitude, so I've been with the wrong people all that time.
ill stop here