mind my English , I didn't post in a very long time
So , I was thinking of posting my previous post " again" in English , but I don't think that I have the energy to recall the feelings allover again , my post was about my journey during my pregnancy & my postpartum depression .
I know that I am a strong woman , to reach this point of the recovery processes all by my self , but I guess it is the time to close this phase and get to an end , by getting a professional consultation , So enshalah , I am going to a therapist soon .
My no 1 supporter is Jasem , I can never thank him enough of what he did to help me get back on track . There are still some issues that need to be fixed , I am still suffering from what happened during labour , I still sense the fear , the pain & the last few moments before the stroke .
That`s why I hate it when everyone keeps telling me to have another baby & specially my friends !!! I got really mad when they talk about this issue as if it is something normal , no way I am going back , I had a bad experience & I am still suffering .
I love Riri , she is stealing my heart & I want to her only her in my life , no more .
I feel there is something missing , I know that I am back , going out everyday & hanging with friends daily , but I am sure there is a missing piece . I feel it , I want to look for it . I am thinking of getting back to work as soon as possible
Keep me in your prayers , enshalah I am things will be fixed soon
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