Good morning ,
I know I am not posting that much , mashalah I ma so busy at work which is something that I am enjoying so far .
I have many posts but I really don`t feel that I wanted some bloggers already post about earlier
anyway remember my previous post ?? I was worried for a month , and I was really scared to go check up ,I was scared because I don`t want to hurt j or my parents , I know this was wrong , I became the talkative person who didn't do what I keep telling others to do , I encouraged the ladies to do their annual breast cancer check ups , but I didn`t
so I decided to go yesterday & el7amdelah there was nothing to worry about , and all the discomfort I am feeling was because I am working out
another subject , mom started to talk again about the pregnancy issue , I am not ready to go back to the pain , tiredness and the busy mind of the treatments .
I reached a high level of peace of mind & I will not let it slip away , sorry mom
I love her but I am not going to waste my life , time on something that I din`t know if it is going to happen or not
I am happy , and this is between us Me and J