I am trying to avoid any subjects that may cause rows between me & j , it is not that I don`t want to to talk with him , but stressful conversations make me feel really bad , sometimes I can`t sleep , I feel pain in my stomach & I can`t leave the house if we just had a fight .
Why I am talking about this topic now ??
enshalah we will start designing our house soon & everybody keeps telling us that there will be a huge domestic drama , no matter how mature you are .
Yet , I am trying to stay calm , trying my best not to get into details , I know this is my house , I have my own personal style in my cloths & my house comes in the second place as the most style statement I have to make .
But as I mentioned , I don`t want to get into an argument with J , I love him & don’t want to fight with him for that !! He thinks that I am careless , but walalh I am not .
The main reason is that I LoVE you J