I don’t know how to explain or deal with this, but the feeling of guilt is ruining my day. I don’t know if that thing is good or not, but I can’t stop feeling guilty.
Mashalah I’ve been really busy with my blog, I like that, as you know still I don`t have kids which mean no responsibilities. JJ & my parents are supporting me and they keep encouraging me to go on and enjoy my time.
So why do I feel that way? I keep blaming myself & have that feeling that I should stay at home, although I have nothing to do! Moreover J was not going to be there at that time! He gets mad every time I started to talk about that issue.
Also I have that feeling of guilt while attending an event!!!And start to tell myself that I should be with Mom , she is so busy too and never complain about it , but why I keep feeling guilty & sad : (
I know it is me