random post

I don`t know what is wrong with me , I can`t control my feeling or the words coming out of  my mouth , I am honest , i can`t hide what i am thinking of , if the issue related to us , Me and J , i can`t remain silent and i have to tell him what really going on in my mind  .

when my brother-in-law left the house with his wife , I feel  that J became more sensitive , i know that`s all because his mom felt really sad after her son moving out  and J feels responsible to make her feel happy and comfortable .


I am so proud of him , because if he is taking a good care of his mom , that indicates that he is going to take care of me . The problem is that he started to be  so sensitive , when i talk with him about any thing related to our place , he feels that i may became just like his brother`s wife or  i am against his mom :( all what i need is to start a conversation with out him became angry , i respect everything ,but  i have rights 2 .

i don`t know what i am posting , but i need to talk , i really need to talk