Sleepy

It is my fault   , that I didn`t take a leave during  Ramdhan , am not an accomplished employee, so there is no need for me to be at  the office every morning and yeh late for 2 hours daily !! I am sleepy &  not allowed to take a leave because  my manager is not here  . I am stuck .

So how is Ramadhan so far ?   all what I want to do is to stay at home doing  nothing , I feel that I need to stay away from everything , to look back to my life , to the  changes that happened , I know I became evil shawy : ( and I hate it , I hate the feelings of anger and hate towards some people , and it is Ramdhan , it is a chance to change  I wish  .