People who used to read my blog know how many the times I traveled …
I traveled with friends, family, my mother or for a business trip. We talked about that issue during our engagement, that both of us are fine with the idea of traveling with others. What really happened , I am the one who did the traveling thing, JJ traveled for only weekends to attend a race or checking a car and that is it, still he didn’t travel for the ( guys only ) trip.
Two days ago , he told me that he is going to sharm alshaikh with his friends , I don`t know what is happening to me , I started to have that stomach cramps , and I have been thinking a lot , I started the nagging about how I am going to miss him and blah blah blah
I know the only word roaming in his mind is : Selfish
Yes I am a selfish woman and I am acting like a 19 years old in love with a 40 something man :P
I trust him, the way he trusts me , I love him that all what I wanted to do is to make him happy
So JJ just go and enjoy your time , walah no matter what I did , you have to know that
I want you to be happy