I mean bad mood :p
I guess some of you , friends , twitter followers noticed how desperate I am .I am in a situation that makes me so nervous , there is a decision ,i have to make now , there is no time left .
I am not pregnant , I've been asked a lot today , but there is a medical decision I have to accept sooner or later .
Offf I can express my feeling because I am not anonymous anymore , so I don't want any more drama .
I am in a bad mood , please everybody forgive me .
Few years ago when I was trying to get pregnant , I tried to hide my real feelings from my loved ones , I was not sad that it didn't happen , I was hating myself , because I gained so much weight . That is why I am not thinking to go back to treatment again .
My problem is that my mood reflects on me , I can't see anything beautiful , I eat to much and cry with no reason
I am sorry again
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