Friday, April 01, 2011
Off to Dubai on my twenties , back when i am 30 enshalah
One day left until i am going to embark a new phase in my life . i chatted about The big day a lot , i guess most of you noticed that and got bored too .
I can`t describe the feelings , maybe some of you will think that I am exaggerating , the truth is, I have mixed thrills , I am happy , scared and excited .
I know 30 is just a number , but I don`t know why I need to hear those words daily : You don`t look like you are 30 . what makes me happy , that (el7amdela ) everybody keeps telling me that i am glowing , a friend told me that i look younger than last year , i am tanned , and somehow i am back to my ideal weight , over all i am satisfied with my look .
I am scared , because i will hate it if people tempt to treat me , as if i am an old woman , i will keep wearing lady GaGa`s shirts , smurfs pajamas and i want to have fun and enjoy my life . i have that image in my mind , the stereotype of women in their 30s , the boring ones , i don`t want to be like them , i know time changes and people changes . one more thing (i promised my self not talk about that matter again ) i do not want to glance the look of pity in people`s eyes because i am not a mother yet , since i am fine :) i am really fine .
I am excited , because i know that becoming 30 means , beautiful and sexy look with an astonishing hair and dazzling skin ;) so lets see , i am waiting for you , my Big Day , enshalah everything will be shining ,and full of cheerfulness
Dear JJ : here i am turning 30 and i am in love with you :) i hope you will love more , i know i am getting crazier :P but you know that you are the reason of my happiness and bliss :* and i am Thirty Flirty and Thriving