Friday, March 21, 2008
back as a normal newq8bride
Ok , now I am calm and living in peace of mind Thanks God , last week was totally a trouble week , I admit , it turned like that because of me . so it started with mom when I was in Bahrain reminding me all the time to get my lab results that I did at the hospital and try to forget because I was afraid what the results r going to be .
I am a coward I know , I try to forget things that I don`t like but I can`t hide any more , so I went to the hospital and got my result , my Dr was not there so I just want a Dr to read for me the results , so there were only one Dr I went in , she got my file and told me : ooooh am sorry you have low progesterone that's why u can't get pregnant . I was standing there , with a shock in my face , she refused to tell me anything more because she is not my DR . I went out walking to the parking and my tears were falling ( ashwa I was wearing big glasses ) I know that low progesterone = no ovulating .
I called J crying , he keeps telling me khla9 mo mishkla o I don`t care I didn`t marry u for kids , my mind was block . I called mom again and she told me it`s ok and it`s not a big problem and there are cure for everything .
My appointment with my Dr was after 2days from hearing the news so during these 2 days I was not acting normally , I cancelled some arrangements with some friends (sorry zaboo6a) and I kept googling about the symptoms, the cure and the possibility of getting pregnant .
The day arrived I went to her she told me ok it`s not a big problem she just gave me some vitamins pills and that`s it !!!!!!! all that movie I made was nothing , el7mdelaah el7amdelaah she told me yalaah have fun and get ready for pregnancy enshalah and don`t ever think about it .
El7mdelaah , el7amdellah , so I will have fun , enjoy my life and never think about so wish me luck : ) Happy mother's day