Heyyyya i did it , i am back to my pre-wedding weight :) i feel happy i lost all the 8 kilos that i gained after getting married i am slim again , Jojo is gaining weight heheheh ya he used to make fun of me now i am seeking revenge :P
i am shopping almost daily wanasa i bought new clothes i feel confidant , the problem of my body that if i gain one kilo it shows and vice verse if i lost one kilo also it shows .
my jeans sizes changed from 14 to 10 :) heeeya bas khalte (mother in low ) keeps telling me that i have karsha @@ oh my God she don`t know what words she must use please be polite ........ i am not having any karsha but she keeps telling me that and even my sis in low ... i don`t care i am happy o everybody is telling me that i lost weight so i don`t care :)
There is something really annoys me , sometimes i feel that there is a black dot in my heart :( hmmmm i don`t know why i can`t forgive someone who hurts me , i don`t know why i can not let somethings go , i keep thinking about things , hmmm i don`t want to be like that i want to change . last night Jojo told me that his mom asks for money , she want to go the dr . , i don`t know why i had that bad feeling ???? so i told myself that it is his mom he should give her money , i don`t want to be a bad "Channah " but i don`t know why i had this feeling ,, may be cuz Jojo gets annoyed shwaay , he promises me that he is going to buy me a closet but now he can not , ya3ne he had a plan for his spending this month and now everything changed , and she asks for big amount of money , what`s wrong with her , i know that she had a good salary also my father in low why she can`t ask her husband ??? she is not that kind of women who spend her money , she always ware 3abaya and dar3aa , she don`t carry branded bags , she don`t buy any accessories , she never invite anyone to a diner or lunch , she never give presents if she is invited to a reception or something so 7ag shno she is spending ??? all the time she is complaining that she don`t have any money , with all that she asks for money .
it is his mom and i can not control him keefa i have my own salary , i feel sorry for him , his dad is taking a monthly rent @@ i was shocked for that , my dad never asks for anything from my brothers ?? this is something new to me really this weired relationship , and now his mom asking for money , 7raaaam and he has responsibilities for me and our apartment , my love he don`t want me to feel bad and he never let me pay for anything , so he needs to buy things for himself but with all that he can`t :( and he never accept any money from me and he get mad on me when i told him that if he needs anything ?!?!?!?
hmmm i am bad women 9a7 ??? i don`know really i don`t know